I love my friends and I don't want them to leave, I'm scared because,,, idk, why am I scared? Am I just anxious maybe? I feel like my brain is melting. I'm gonna be fine I'm gonna be fine I'm gonna be fine. It's hard to think and I'm so sleepy, I've been sitting at the computer trying to work for so long but I haven't done anything useful or good, I haven't made any progress on homework and I don't want to go to class even though we're ,, We're? why did- whatever I, I'm a singular person, I don't want to be more people. Anyway, I can't read, my brain is too foggy and I can't concentrate, I can barely write anyways and I can't read back on what I just said or wrote, it kinda hurts even. I don't want to go to class tomorrow, I want to rest, I'm so tired I'm so tired I'm so tired I'm just so fucking tired. Barely coherent, I'm surprised I can write, I'm scared but am I? I don't know why I keep saying that I'm scared when actually I'm not. I'm not working I'm bluescreening I nothing my processor mind eng anwhat? what are you trying to cut no don't it's not what you think I don't want to worry them I'm sorry I'm so sorry, tomorrow I'll be better I hope. Don't worry them, resist the urge of wanting attention and worrying them don't write to them I will keep writing here iuntil I have no energy to write anymore, bmy braing t is getting clearer i think ? maybe niot I cant' read back to what I dsadi I don0't want any help I'm gonna be back i mean ok ugh that's sio fiucking cring this probably reads like my immortal haha. funny, I dreamt of Harry Potter today I think guess hate that shit, i have a friend that likes it even though he sayds he doesn't. Jesus. I'm at my fucking limit fr fr I don't want this. I want to go home but like, in my nintendo ds (lite) It used to be silver, I sold that one and I regret it every day, I bought a new one recently, I like it but the left button is kinda wonky. Substandard primordial slime kinda shiut I'm gonna go sleep at the eterna fortest *** I love my friends.